Wow this is e 1st time i'm using my phone to blog
I couldnt slp cuz there is so many things running in my mind...
My main concern is I realise hw bad I feel rite nw that I kept thinking of u for no reason... Its so natural that I dun even need any reason that cause it
Everyday i'll be so tempted to see ur fb, ur blog, hoping to see updates wif ur life since we live far from each other
viewing ur pics that u upload... it will never fail to make me feel contented!
I guess now its just my own entertainment... nth is goin to happen anymore.
Gna, take care! [:

i realise Love is so powerful & sweet yet bitter

Tuesday, April 27, 2010 , 4:50 AM

i guess my heart isnt there anymore
i believe that i want to improve on my life b4 moving on to others
i dun have the capability to carry on when my thoughts are still elsewhere
my apologies for all e false promises that i made !
i guess sorry won't work nowadays but i'm feeling regretful now
i guess i wasn't ready yet & i believe caring my own & my family is my main priority

i guess what i do wasn't in your mind anymore
i used to believe that i'll be back to you but i'm too late as well
why people always have that big wall covering the heart of the true feelings?
thinking that everything will be fine when it isn't going that way
however when coming to realise that true feelings
everything will always be too late?
guess its a real goodbye for now? turning back isn't a gd way either?
hahas wad a contradicting relationship

, 12:54 AM

last fri... yay its my 1st day out for apr hahahaha !
i finally gt $$ le ma... thats y =x

headed of to cwp to fetch baby...
its arnd 3 4plus & its hot like hell !! i nearly goin to melt like an ice-cream.
when we reach dbg, its dark like goin to rain alrdy
wtf is wif e weather recently man, keep cheating on my feelings D:
had my lunch there at ps, v long nvr eat e indonesian bbq cuisine le ! yumyum [:
aft that headed to cube find x.r3dz & rest of SYM.
saw tou & cloudie at e arcade...
heard that it was jieyong bdae too, so b4 goin to meet e rest
we headed down town to jalan jalan... woah i realise i had so much things to buy D:
hope can earn some extra $$ for my wishlist man !

aft that baby had to go back b4 9pm, so i sent her off b4 i head back to dbg & wait for e rest.
at nite hanx del xiong & yumi came from sentosa to buy popcorn.
cool... their popcorn is realli super nice to eat !
headed to cathay at midnite to watch "Kick Ass"
well e storyline is v draggy in e middle.... overall was 6/10 ba !!
its like a kid show but they put violence & sexual scene in it.
e lameness & humour will be 9/10 ba... those love lame stuff can go catch it but i find its not worth e $ to watch it in a theatre ~
headed home to rest aftwards...

p/s:
learn to cherish the one near you
once you regret letting go
its very hard to turn back

Monday, April 19, 2010 , 12:20 AM

hahas i finally gotten my pay !! HOORAY ~
now gonna save up & work for things that i like [:
now is job hunting time...

p/s : to you that i love,
i love the way u care & concern for me !
i love the way u treating me so gd !
i love the way u were so patient !
i love the way u very harsh but no matter wad,
i love the way you are [:

Thursday, April 15, 2010 , 6:56 PM

All i can say now is sian !!!
i m like waited for almost a mth for my pay to come in ~~
its like yrs has just past staying at home...
oh & i need a perm part-time job soon till i enter army at e end of e yr hahas...
time flies so quickly ~

well abt sch, i've plan to continue on aft my NS, courses that i wish to go require guys to complete their NS!
kns... no fair man ! waste 2yrs of our life doin it ._. jy ba ~

Monday, April 12, 2010 , 3:38 AM

hahas ytd was my 2nd monthsary wif georgina in audi hahas =x
played audi & stayed at home all day =O
dam sian these days... my pay is delayed till nex nex wk .__.
GG.com for me liaos... fking broke now !!!

some ss i took when i audi wif baby geor <3
actually only 3 =x
1) mega


2) aft love party o.O


3) our wedding o1o21o <3

Friday, April 2, 2010 , 7:16 PM