Rotting at home for the past 2 days
slping like pig...
wanted go out wif my mom or smth but looks like i failed to D:

tml goin sch to study for my mst
meeting hanx liaos... we v long bo hangout tgt since he went overseas.
at last back to e old times again hahas!
test days on tues & thurs.
jy hao for mst [:

editted my bgm here
New Divide by Linkin Park
i heard this from radio then aft watching transformers... jitao love this song liaos =x
its transformers OST btw [:
Don't Leave Me by Pink
hoping this will happen
Thinking of You by Katy Perry
always think of you, hoping you to notice me!
Poker Face by Lady Gaga
well its my ringtone now, its my current fav & i m a fan of lady gaga
so.... DUHH!!! =x
Right Round by Flo Rida Feat. Kesha
this song is always ur fav & u will start dancing to e beat.
now i putting in my blog playlist so its always dedicated to u!

e heart in my hole is back again
i hope you will notice me once again
how i wish i can slp all the way
till e day u will wake me up

Sunday, June 28, 2009 , 10:45 PM

last fri went to spore flyer wif my family.
nth much to describe so i juz let e pics do e toking


























Then juz now went to watch movie
tou little erica justin shawn tobi & some more~
<< Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen >>
super great show... suddenly i like fell in love wif e movie
wanna faster sch reopen go borrow e dvd transformers 1 to watch =x
went to evo ton b4 coming back
now here thinking of someone, blogging & half dead!

day by day
feeling more & more regret
heart feels heavier & heavier
y i made so much bad decision
love is so blind
blind from e beginning till now
i hope you will notice me !

Saturday, June 27, 2009 , 1:16 PM

its 5am in e morning
i couldnt slp =,=
i guess i m thinking alot of stuff
hope i can clear them asap
letting go of being perfect is harder than being urself
this is so true !

ytd was my mom bdae
didnt do much except dining out
but its been a long time my mom had a bdae cake?
1st time my dad bought a present for my mom
can tell she is contented & i m happy too
hope things will get better in my family too
think ltr on i'll say abt my spore flyer trip last fri~
almost 4gotten to tok abt it

-Getting up in process-

Thursday, June 25, 2009 , 5:07 AM

at the office now
ytd i was rotting at home
aft i watch my 9pm show on ch 8
i drop by dbg find tobi & e rest
looks like someone is still angry wif me... haii
tou joined me to airport fetch hanx bro
he is finally back from medan
he brought like a carton of indomee back LOL
looks like i gonna eat indomee wif him v soon =x
cabbed back aft chatting.

i realise i dun haf v gd fate wif gals
quarrelled wif baby, now i m trying to fix e prob
but i noe i still love you & i wont wanna lose you!!
being too good to someone
now made me & meii rship turned sour D:
not as gd as b4, too nosey i guess
i'll step out of it... meii shld be old enuf to decide herself
but i'm always here for her.
haiis sry baby & sry meii... i guess i realli do suck D:

Life is so hard to define

Tuesday, June 23, 2009 , 12:11 PM

ytd woke up rush out aft shower to meet my uncle
went to bugis junction for lunch
we chatted alot abt life & all
ate lunch at V8 cafe (if i rmb correctly)
aft that i walked down to OG see smth for mom
then continue down to dbg
slacked at arcade till everyone came
tobi, tou, aries, ashley, little
continued on waiting at smoking area.......
baby, justin came... folo-ed by xiong yumi erica qiqi & cow
headed down to cine by bus for dinner
ck came over to find us aft his work.

had some jealousy in mind
haii i was realli being over-reactive
made someone angry... i too noob in this x.x ez get jealous
i shld hab juz cooled down & trust u more D:
i'm sry baby!~!~!

headed back to dbg & everyone starts goin back home
went back home took 14 & then cab back from clementi.
on my way home i was thinking:
how bad haf i been as a bf?
how i m suppose to be better?
i wish i'll know the ans v soon ~

btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOURAN [:

Monday, June 22, 2009 , 5:47 PM

it takes 1 incident to break a bond
it takes 1 period of time to form a bond
wad are bonds for then? making our life & feelings so difficult?
i have to accept that this is life !
am i living for myself or living for them?
if i live for myself, i m rebelious
if i live for them, i m not myself
there is so much to learn before we really understand the concept of life

baby
i'm sry i made the wrong decision
i'm sry i let you suffer with me
i'm sry i let you shed tears
i'm sry for making you feel so useless
i'm sry for my mom's sword of words that pierce thru your heart
but no matter wad happen to me & you in between
we won't be apart
thx for guiding me along just now
i can be inspiring for someone yet i can't save my own life
thx to you for being my inspiring one
thx for sharing your thoughts with me
thx for letting feel better with you arnd
&
happy 1st month anniversary baby <33
let this be our last romance!
btw baby
you're guaranteed

Saturday, June 20, 2009 , 3:39 PM

14thJune
cuz sat slpt e whole day due to a long nite on fri
i slpt at arnd 6am in e morning aft tagging hearts wif baby.
500+ nia bloody hell... hope can faster saffron then cuphea then aster <3
ok woke up in e aftnoon
ate lunch then went out wif my parents to shop at OG (my mom's fav) LOL
bought a leather belt from pierre cardin
then shopped arnd saw this adidas soft leather bag...
juz nice e type of bag i wan, $129
not bad lo... wanted psycho my mom to buy it for me =x
but i failed kana shoot somemore
"wan branded goods? buy urself!"
=,= adidas branded then gucci, prada, burberry all those call wad? branded of the branded?
nvm then i bought some boxers for myself... (1st time buy & wear) LOL
k headed to IMM for dinner
ate pepper lunch, aft that jiu went home le.

miss baby alot

15thJune & 16thJune
ytd headed office early
have to start work early to expo
aft that got a lift by my superior to bugis
headed to dbg to see how bunk turn into now
looks like its gone 4eva
but e memories always stays [:
saw erica & justin at arcade
then i alone walk over to wisma
went to sony ericsson center to kan e person there
cuz my phone is still delayed & nvr give a notice arnd when will it be done
so i juz shoot:
"hey if u all nvr give an explanation or an update on my phone? no call no nth? m i gonna sit here do nth & think that i donated $298 to singtel?"
then i juz walked off wif a pissed off face.
lol when i reached home
i m so surprised that i receive their sms say my phone is rdy for collection
LOL jitao malu they =x
heng they clever if not i wanted to write an email of complain to their company =,=

woke up this morning for work as usual
expo again... aft that aftnoon went down wisma to collect my phone
woooo jitao happy finally i can enjoy my new phone then that stupid 5300.
kinda short day for me...
headed back office b4 goin home.
now rite here thinking of baby hoping she will recover asap!!
well i guess i heading to slp soon ;D
nitenite^^

oh ya!
baby editted this pic when she was bored & i like it alot


i m always missing you
get well soon baby <33

Wednesday, June 17, 2009 , 12:13 AM

1am in e morning feel super awake o.o
ytd aft work head home to eat dinner
then meet baby at amk.
shocked & grateful that she is still wearing heels. thx baby <33
then head down to arcade met up ck, little, xiong & yumi
head to e goin-to-close-down bunk play dota LOL
aft that went up to wait for tou they all.
it was erica's bdae
happy bdae erica ; squatting khaki [:
from 12am we wait till 1am & at last they all here
tou tobi aries erica qiqi & jd.
all squeeze in 1 car =,= sot de ~
head over to cathay watch movie
"ghost of my gf past"
oh this show is not a gd idea for brkdown singles !
it has touching words at e last part of e movie.
it made me realise how wonderful life is
how love ones shld be cherished !
made me wanna hug baby tight tight last nite =x
a happy ending for e movie but an unhappy ending for us D:

haii ytd i realise how life is so unfair
why must there be sadness?
why must someone suffer?
yet i feel so helpless as we cant do anything
was so fustrated... how i wish i can punch the walls till i feel better
i realise wad life is about
it is so undefine !

sing my way back home aft sending baby back home in e morning
update more soon bahs
off to celebrate 2nd mth anniversary wif baby in audi =x

happy 2nd mth audi wedding anniversary <3

Sunday, June 14, 2009 , 1:12 AM

sry i let you suffer
sry i let you shed tears
sry for the times we were apart
now i wanna mend your heart back for you
mend everything we done wrong
let this be our last romance
i'm confident we are one always

Friday, June 12, 2009 , 1:09 AM

9thJune
last day hanx bro will be arnd in spore!
tml he's goin to msia to meet del then attend del's brother's wedding
meaning i'm goin to be working most of e time & spend more time wif family [:
woke up in e morning by hanx asking me to faster get rdy to gym
its my 1st time goin to e gym to train up some muscles
so i got rdy then head down to pioneer to meet
kns so kan chiong de bro 4get bring his towel & came late =,=
jitao ali leh ! he so chui wo to faster wake up he is e 1 late!
did alot of chest press & train up my biceps & triceps
at e gym for arnd 4hrs LOL
aft lunch hanx bro meet up his mom to chinatown
& i went down town to slack
evening time went to qiqi hse
qiqi aries tou & ck was there
played mahjong... ahhaha qiqi & aries kana guarded by me ><
aft that watched my 9pm show on ch 8
then cabbed home wif hanx

now i chest shoulder & arms are aching aft gym on tues =,=
hanx bro was rite.... 1st time is liddat & usually e aching effect comes 1 day aft gym =O
now i like growing nehneh liaos...
hopefully i can gain some weight & grow fatter =P
ok off to do my work ^^

rewind back to 20thMay pls
sry for making you suffer D:

Thursday, June 11, 2009 , 10:34 AM

ytd went down to hanx hse to drag him out
planning to head down cathay to see the last day fred perry sales
ranging from 50% - 70% off !
but all e size to big LOL keep give us XXL XL XXL XL x.x
bo bian lo we end up went to eat at ashton
hanx wanna give it a try so i intro-ed him to that restaurant.
aft dinner met tobi at smoking area
head down to wisma !!
fk up man !! du lan bodoh... actually on my way to cathay in e train
wanted to sms... but my new phone hang & blackout ! nb cb *&^%$#@#$%^&
wah lan 4 days old phone brk down & its e 1st time my phone need go fer servicing
zzzz bo bian went to e sony ericsson service centre for repair
tues then can get it back aft 7pm T.T
now using my 5300 phone again luhhs D: -sad die me-
aft that we walked arnd wisma & taka lo...

some v bad things happen... its my 1st time i saw a person would feel so depressed over a long rship.
my heart felt kinda heavy at that moment. y mus she cried until this state?
from a 11pm can reach home.... we actually chatted till 3am then me & hanx cabbed home.
wow i realise aft all e hard & soft talk
many things in life coming into my mind
i've learnt even my family is still not in a v gd state
i m consider 1 of the lucky ones to haf such parents!
i regret wad i've did in my past esp to my mom!
nex i oso learnt that cherish someone & learn to express ur appreciation to someone u realli love
we shld realli tell e other person how you feel for wad he/she haf did & cherish it well
this is life... up & downs are always arnd
w/o obstacles life is then realli called boring !
maybe love, in my dictonary, has become into a stronger defination.

thx cb for all e care & concern you have given me & i greatly appreciate it [:

Monday, June 8, 2009 , 5:31 PM

lol morning! fell aslp again for a nap =O
benlai i woke up at 1pm le... but i sian nth do
fell aslp again ><

ytd went out wif hanx bro aft sch
head to his hse 1st slacked...
3plus we head down ICA pei him do his new passport
reach there got Q number then submit his photo but tio rejected
LOL stupid hanx bro think he can trick e person use e same photo he used 4 yrs ago =,=
bo bian he haf to tak a new one lo
aft submittion we haf to wait for another 1hr to collect.
so we head downstairs behind a smelly kopitiam to slack ~.~
met up lex & qiqi (kiki) LOL thats wad hanx phone pronounce qiqi's name when she call him
slacked till 5.30 went to collect passport.
aft that head down bunk see whose arnd so we can go eat
saw xiong & yumi & little
head down to long john to eat bahs
aft that played arcade & bunk till 11.30pm
wait for tou to come...
then head down cathay buy tickets for the movie
& of cuz we saw the singapore idol Q which is happening on 6th june which is 2dae
got 1 pic i took it aft e movie
aft we buy e tix we go down to peace centre, sophia food mall eat supper
LOL sophia open de, which is named as hanx pet dog! sophia !! LOL
ok then ate yong tou foo lo... cuz nth nice there le ! 24hr yet alot all close =,=
eat finish zhun zhun head back cathay for movie
ok e show is ok cuz of e fighting, gore & animation BUT e storyline sucks sibeh no link
dun waste ur $10 to watch this on cinema wor... dl it better ! watch at home =3

this is wad i took aft movie


cabbed home wif hanx ;D
update more soon! movie marathon ltr... who wanna come over join me?? =x

Saturday, June 6, 2009 , 6:45 PM

just back from office
ytd aftnoon went sch for GEMS
then head down to town wif hanx bro
went to shop arnd see got any other sales goin on
GUCCI alot ppl shop sia... still need queue up 2 enter e shop.
took 105 to far east to look arnd
hanx wan find e shop to save his wallet...
sadly aft we found e shop for 1hr there it cant be saved le
e marks arnd stained on e wallet cannot tak out x.x
went down paragon walk walk then saw abt e GUCCI sale.
didnt went in cuz alot of ppl

bunk moving on 12th june but duno where yet.
at bunk played awhile.. login maple
wanna sell my items out man !!
can someone spread for me ~
S> 8int owl mask, 144tma 1slot magicodar, 22tma earrings
contact me if interested ;D

update more soon! fri is here ^^

Thursday, June 4, 2009 , 6:51 PM

woooo excited man !!
aft sch went to jurong point try my luck wif my phone
& i was so delighted that they haf 1 last phone left from e warehouse!!
super happy man... at last got my new phone le

introducing e W705 <33







now still playing wif my new phone!
hahas update again abt it ><

Wednesday, June 3, 2009 , 12:52 AM

ok ytd juz back from jurong point wif hanx bro...
didnt get my phone yet... red color out of stock D:
sad die me... tot ytd can get e phone liaos
tml then they transfer 1 red color W705 phone to jurong point outlet so i can collect it!!
cant wait man !
now currently in sch studying le...

update abt my new phone soon ;D

Monday, June 1, 2009 , 7:09 PM