29thApr
feel like updating cuz learn something cool during GEMS lesson
its abt EQ
hahas emotions & stuff...
learnt a few stuff to share:
Emotions are said to be affect by ppl arnd u, environment or workload?
WRONG !!
letting them to affect ur emotions & feelings
this will let ur emotions control ur life
Emotions Dun Control Your Life, Life Controls Your Emotions !
Learn to be self-aware of ur emotions and turn it into a driving force in ur life
aft lesson... feel shiok man!
realise so much abt myself too
hahas thats y i added 3 more stuff abt me ;D
Vanilla Latte Addict ; Starbucks <3
Ladies' Fashion Freak ; Not a Pervert =,=
Curry Chicken Craze ; LOL maybe from mumbaii? =x
hope u guys learn smth from it yea ;D
e world is round!
Learn to be a Better Person in Life
Thursday, April 30, 2009
, 10:06 PM
sry for the late update
had my 1st wk of sch
bz life now... 1/2 study 1/2 doin part-time at my attachment company
hahas hope i can work out well ;D
now gonna semi-active audi liaos.
dun wan waste time on audi le
starting to work hard & strive hard for my work & studies
hoping for someone to be by my side
wonder who will it be @.@
Thursday, April 23, 2009
, 5:00 PM
17thApr
woots its my last day of attachment
hahas thank my colleagues for taking care of me for the past 7wks
now i'll be working at e part-timer at their office ><
aft work went home put back
then met hanx at his hse
he packing his stuff to msia trip again
train down to bunk
had dinner at kopitiam
then we slacked arnd at bunk & arcade wif tou they all
nth much happen cuz i kinda tired
went home at arnd midnite cuz i still wearing office wear ><
18thApr
woke up kinda late...
reach bunk at arnd 5 - 6plus
woah e smoking area like open market liddat so many ppl LOL
then played com till 9 then slacked awhile at arcade.
i went home to eat dinner 1st cuz i promised my mom to go home eat liaos
LOL.. bo bian went home eat dinner at 11.30pm
then i head out again LOL took NR5 to orchard
head down to the cathay watch movie wif tobi justin erica they all
watch e show "17 Again"
its a great show... touching & funny
9 / 10 show... its worth to watch guys so hope u & ur partner can go watch it
its an inspiring love story abt not being so naive aft marriage
e leading actor regretted his actions for 20yrs & now had that only chance to return back to his high sch yrs to help out in his life
lesson is that we shld treasure our time & frens well & nvr neglect life as meaningless
wonderful show man...
cabbed home at arnd 5am cuz my contact lens bth liaos x.x
reach home shower & booommmmmmm.... dead on e bed =x
long forgotten... shedding useless tears for you is my regret !
Sunday, April 19, 2009
, 10:58 PM
woo last day of attachment
hahas kinda fun for e past 7wks at work
learnt quite a lot of stuff
nex wk sch reopen liaos
time flies but this semester i goin to 1/2 study 1/2 work
back at e same company hahas. all thx to e attachment i guess
if dun hab i think i goin to spend time kiao ka at home =,=
for the past few days went down to bunk to slack & play
meet hanx xiong & e rest
ytd aft work jiu meet hanx at jp to buy color contacts for myself
bought 4 box for $56 gd buy yea? hahas its a promo
buy 2 box get 2 box free
so i bought 4 diff colors try try lo
blue brown violet & green o.o (LOL green to chua tio ah) =x
sat gonna wear e green 1 1st to try ><
recently was still feelings v down
cant go over wif things
but thx to one person she cheered me up alot
her words made me think much better le
at nite dun let me slp call me to disturb me
hahas but nvm luhhs i noe u wan me happy
things that i cant 4get i'll always remember it
thx for understanding & cheering me up for the past days
thx shanshan for ur efforts
i promised i'll smile for you ;DD
Friday, April 17, 2009
, 10:14 AM
now at work
i cant concentrate at all
bad things happen last nite
13thApril.... 13th... its jynx-ed
i m jynx to hab a cpl ring
i noe many said being sad over a game is ridiculous
but i cant help it...
that ring had been so impt to me aft that saffron LP
i tot i can return u a favour to reach aster b4 ur bdae
treating it as a bdae present but its gone ~
its been a long time i last teared over a gal
2yrs alrdy.... i cant even believed myself realli shed a tear for you
cant believe that i could be so serious wif that ring... its virtual
yet i made it so real... its alrdy like a commitment to me
but juz that 1 split second its gone... right in front of me.
gosh... i punched e wall last nite
i made my knuckles bleed... now its kinda swollen, fk cared
punching wall is my way of letting it out but it nvr been so jialart b4
i stared at my dinner last nite fer 1hr & i nvr eat dao
dun even wanna tell my mom i had no appetite
sat at e sofa wif e TV off, stoning
went downstairs to continue stoning
u called but i duno how to face u. mind was blank, was away
even if i may had pick up i think i oso had nth to say
e things that juz happen in front of my eyes had made me lost of words
i noe i cant die for you he can
yet i may think u juz love him cuz of sympathy. its selfish thinking but thats how i m thinking everytime
u chose to run away... there is always better choices so that u wont suffer
but u chose him cuz he willing to die for you
hahas... i guess i m too afraid. Fear lives in me
my thinkin was always positive if i m in that kind of situation
gosh i'm out of my mind alrdy.
how i wish i noe u earlier
or maybe during e time i alrdy known you & added u in my BL
how great would it be then? all this sadness would occur to me or you
asking me to find someone better to replace you?
i guess i might turn ghey by then (trying to joke here)
its too hard....i guess my sincerity juz got pawned by death
i lost~
lost both you & my heart.
i tot i might be able to prove to everyone u'r a gd gal
now its all shattered... my efforts gone
juz like my colleagues always say... "its a waste of resources"
i accepted you for who you r & not wad you had done
accepted
now i juz proved u to become worse. juz great ~.~
its so not wad i wanted.
now i can prove to ppl sincerity gets pawned by death situation ~
how amusing ~
thx shanshan for trying to use ur childish behaviour to cheer me up
it will tak quite a while to be back myself again.
i lost you in the end
my worries came true
efforts gone ; ring is gone ; you r gone
how ironic love can be
i had teared for you
Death pawns sincerity
"you are the reason i breathe
you are the reason i still believe"
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
, 10:18 AM
9thApr
working... fri no work weeee
cuz its gd fri.
during work bz doin my registeration of my modules
baby cb msn me then i 4get reply
duno wad happen at that time
so i end up whole day was worried
i cant focus on anything
whole day was thinking of her
aft work went back home dinner then come out to bunk
went to pastamania wif tou qiqi hanx & del
stone there feeling worried
practically every sec i m thinkin of her
at last baby cb called & chat x.x
yuan lai she is angry wif me cuz of me being so affected by an incident
sry i let u think that way.
aft that i went down to zouk wif my colleagues
my 1st time goin to a club hahas... abit gong gong at 1st
but v fast i m adapted to that environment
drank quite a few then went home at arnd 2
always worried & thinking of you
10thApr
woke up in e aftnoon
wanted to find baby cb & ask her out to eat ice cream (owe her 4 LOL)
but i end up at nite then go out
wanted to find her but cant contact cuz she nvr top up her hp D:
worried once again.... thinking wad shld i do
that time when i'm out i realise i dun hab a destination
i took 1 big round of mrt from jurong east to dbg thru e red line
drop by at woodlands hoping to see her but i guess i cant T.T
reach bunk at arnd 10pm see jon jy qiqi & little
headed evo to play
played dota then i realise ehhh baby cb oso there =O
but we didnt chat much i oso duno y leh D:
she went back at arnd 6.45am & me too at arnd 7am wif sky & little
train back home feeling moody D:
thinking of her & think that will i hab a chance to be tgt
worried almost everyday
worried that i'll lose you
worried that i cant be wif you
worried that you will leave me alone
worried that i dun suit you
i guess i m having feelings for you
i wonder you noe abt it or i dun hab that chance?
how i wish we can be happy tgt
when will it happen?
i juz wish that i can prove to everyone you're a gd gal
i love you baby cb<33
i juz listen to a song from pussycat dolls
its adapted from a movie "slumdog millionare"
& i like these lines
you are the reason i breathe
you are the reason i still believe
you are my destiny
you realli are the reason that i m breathing <3
Saturday, April 11, 2009
, 8:18 AM
i showed my care & concern fer you
yet u treat me this way...
u made a mistake i didnt laugh at u or insult u
wtf do u haf to do that ?
seriously suan le... u wan liddat jiu liddat bah
consider i e suay one then.
hao xin mei hao bao
this mth so many bad things happen to me!
bang wall die sua ~
PS:baby cb i'm not refering to u :D
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
, 11:41 AM
everyone have their own past
some wont accept some might
i've learn to forgive and forget
problem lies with knowing to forgive yourself
i'm always caring for you
i'm not sure you realised
ppl may say you are not worthy
but i've seen through everything and follow my heart
there is always a path for us
is whether you will choose that path with me
lots of loves <3
PS:i m alrdy over wif everything.
, 12:00 AM
back at work again hahas
2more wks to go ~
then jiu sch reopen liao le.
shag now... last nite slpt 3hrs cuz of tagging hearts at audi
but worth it XD
willing to do anything for her =x
update on my wkends ba ;D
3rdApr
fri went work
aft work went home to hab dinner b4 i head down bunk
still sick... every1 was getting sick
my colleague sick then my turn then my another colleague tio LOL
had a small misunderstanding wif jiamin D:
over some jealousy i guess i oso duno sia...
4get abt it.... aft that reach bunk at 8plus
slacked & played com till bunk close
headed to evo to attend bei's audi wedding
intended to go era but didnt cuz i was too sick & i wanted to go home to rest
so i bus back home & rest.
4thApr
woke up at 3plus
headed down bunk at arnd 5
on com... did wedding wif jiamin in audi <3
hahas all stress me x.x jidan ~
aft that goin 7 me & lex head down to bugis find e rest
2dae is rh de bdae
so we all went to a cafe/pub at bugis there fer dinner
e food there was not bad but serving was small
chat fer quite a bit to catch up on some maple stuff
aft that we went to arcade at bugis juction to play
arcade close headed to mac to grab a bite... deciding to go where next
decided to play lan so think of evo cuz its e nearest le
so headed down to parklane but reach evo bo com
then we tuu tuu tuuuu..... thinking where to go.
headed to cathat wif xiong yumi hanx & del see got movie or not
end up we cabbed to cine to watch movie wif tobi erica justin & their arcade frens
watched e movie
stupid man... e show was nice but zzz if u easily get nightmares dun watch =,=
its another end of e world movie =,= wad e sun got super flare that will burn e earth killing every1
dam sad ~.~
aft movie me hanx del jiu cabbed home.
sry baby i promised to play audi wif u de but end up i reach home slp liaos
sry fer letting you wait baby cb D:
5thApr
whole day at home
12plus 1 baby called me ask me wad happen last nite
apologised & said wad happened
chat fer a bit while i nua on e bed.
aft that whole day was playing audi tagging hearts
evening went to IMM to get a new pair of leather shoes fer myself XD
reach home continue tag hearts....
my parents then came back from airport sending my grandaunt there.
she goin to australia fer 10days
then bought dinner fer me & popeye chicken ! sibeh nice hahahas
but i didnt enjoy that much from e chicken cuz i was still having a sorethroat D:
tag hearts again & continue till 5am =O
finally LP-ed ;DD
aft that go to slp le
Missed You Badly <33
Monday, April 6, 2009
, 11:03 AM
2ndApr
sick sick sick.... G.G
having a cold again
fk man... i juz hate colds =,=
tahan fer e whole work day... mus be my colleague pass to me de!
went to bugis meet rest aft work
duno got new shopping mall open sia !! LOL
i quite long nvr go bugis walk walk le...
went to steamboat 1st
eat until sibeh full lol
rush back to e new shopping mall which i still duno wad name yet LOL
for movie... all movie tix at $6 till nex wk i heard. thats y we went to watch
watched a jackie chan movie, got gangster gangster stuff.
average rated movie for me ba, only got some gorey part whereby hand kana chop off!
aft that head down bunk fer taiji
settled at parklane then bus home
called jiamin up to chat abit
lol baby cb... u sorethroat i now 2dae oso sorethroat le =,=
my voice now more man than u alot alot of times rofl =x
falling in love is so easy as abc
forgetting love is so hard as xyz (algebra)
i guess i juz learned abc LOL <33
Friday, April 3, 2009
, 10:36 AM
EMOTION TEST, DON'T CHEAT
I did this test last nite & i find it interesting ><
its from nini's blog haha... i type everything out again
dun mind e copy arhs =x
Life's lonely
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1) Which color is better? Red, black, green, blue or yellow?
Ans: Blue
2) What's your first initial?
Ans: J
3) What month is your birthday?
Ans: December
4) Which color do you like more, black or white?
Ans: Black
5) Name one of your friends
Ans: Hanxiang
6) What is the number you like more in nos. 1 - 100?
Ans: 7
7) Would you like to fly or drive more?
Ans: Drive
8) Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
Ans: Ocean
9) Think of a wish but don't write it.
...................................
1) If you chose:
Red: You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black: You are conservative and aggressive.
Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love and give good advice to those who are down.
Yellow: You are a very happy person.
2) If your initial is:
A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R: You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.
3) If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will disvocer that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
Apr-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great, and eventually you will find your soul mate.
4) If you chose:
Black: Your life will take you on a different direction, it will seem hard at times but it will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
5) This person is your best friend
6) If it is 1 - 50, you are a very lovable person and you have a great life.
If it is more than 50, screw the world.
7) If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.
8) If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends, your lover, and yourself. You are very reserved but emotional.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people sometimes.
9) This wish will come true only if you repost this with the title:
EMOTION TEST, DON'T CHEAT
btw happy april's fool day ppl =x
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
, 11:37 AM
