life can be misleading
fills wif black & white colorings
undefine rships & trusts
as we grow... problems grow !
haii.... path of life huh? tsk how sophisticated!

sry fer e misunderstanding i haf caused u
how i wished i can haf u back yet u r long gone
how stupid i m to not accept u
end up i now got nothing
its all gone... you were once my life, my colors
now its gone... no more colors & no more life in me
when will i haf u back?? could i??
~ i miss you ~

Thursday, January 29, 2009 , 3:58 PM

ooo its chinese new yr
blogging as i m staying awake so that my parents can live longer
hahas... past few days been hanging abt home, sch & dbg
slack... await chinese new yr to come
await valentine's day to come
hahas... so now chinese new yr is here
ANG BAO $_$ hahas =x

ytd had my reunion dinner & juz now i went out to slack wif darlinq & justin
dam sian ah if stay at home.. i confirm stare at e computer screen de lo.
so went out feel e breeze, peii darlinq toktok
now i m at home again... staring at e screen once again ! =O
nth much more to say
happy "niu" yr to all (ox year)

so near yet so far
when love blossoms, hate grows
wad shld i do? i m alrdy fallen fer you?
telling me to fall fer another person
no way... i'm all for you !

Monday, January 26, 2009 , 2:15 AM

6.41am in e morning
lol couldnt slp anymore... sch ltr at 10am!
no idea y i would wake up at this hr. i had dreams of her everytime
weird... juz random blur images of her maybe cuz we nvr met b4.
possible paranomial events? lol but same dreams juz kept poping out
now i cant slp =O

life is a dilemma!
i haf no idea of wad to do man.
i have 2 paths to choose. but choosing 1 will hurt e other
wad m i suppose to do?? ahhhh....
i need some expert advice man! .___.

changed my blog song, crush by david archuleta
hah... maybe some link(s) wif my current situation now =x
hope u guys enjoy ;D

struggling from loneliness & decision making

Monday, January 19, 2009 , 6:41 AM

woooo psps all i hab not been updating my blog
blog kinda dead i can see LOL.
cuz e sch mini projects r piling up & all e activities happening arnd me
making me tired & lazy to blog =x
hmm nth realli much happened during e days. juz sch, bunk, movies & slp LOL
running single life is liddat lo... juz frens & sch nth else le
kinda bored actually but its still life HAH

last 2 days tonning at evo too... been abit no life ._.
nex wk no more le ba... cuz cny is juz 1wk away ;DD
yay angbao LOL every youngsters love it ba hahas.
haii how i wish to realli haf some1 to peii wif & spend time wif....
wonder who will it be.

~ all alone ~

Sunday, January 18, 2009 , 9:13 AM

sry guys not been posting
cuz sch reopen then i had nth special happen though
life went normal everyday go sch then home
sometimes go bunk & meet e rest
sch became stressful cuz of many mini projects pilling up
hope i can concentrate & finish them on time :D
chinese new yr coming in 2 wks
v day is coming nex mth too
wonder i would have a wonderful time that i wanted <3
hope so as time comes ^^

feeling so normal
but empty w/o you D:

Friday, January 9, 2009 , 12:21 AM

fk up life....

Friday, January 2, 2009 , 10:33 PM

happy 2009 guys :D
wish in this new yr we can strive hard to fufil our resolutions.

31stdec/1stjan
new yr eve...woke up then my mom suddenly say go jurong point
i was like o.O oh ok... then i change & left e hse.
jurong point became freaking big la... bigger than IMM nors. imba de ! many interesting shops there... would be dam happy if i got e $$ to shop there =x
maybe aft chinese new yr ba =P went to KFC to eat lunch then went back
i took a shower then met hanx at clementi botak jones! then qiqi came along too
aft eating went down to bunk. xiong juz came back from his europe trip. hahas
we aft playing at bunk we went down to esplanade to watch e fireworks. at least this yr better than last yr... nvr squeeze like hell to look at e fireworks. aft fireworks we slacked arnd starbucks at city link mall. then we slowly split up le.
hanx del went home,qiqi too, lex & little cabbed back. so left me xiong tou & cloudie
we walked down to chinatown to find deli & maybe fer a drink. we walked round e lucky chinatown as deli misled us to duno where LOL
i grabbed some food to eat cuz i didnt eat since aft e kfc meal =x then aft that we walked to e pub as deli met us at mac :D
drank a few rounds played some games.... then e pub haf to close so we left!
i took e night rider home. freaking full ~.~ i had to squeeze & bua on ppl's & hairy sweaty hands ! zzz.. dun wan imagine anymore! reach home slp liao le =x

, 12:37 PM